A child’s light prayer(s)

I woke up this morning feeling grumpy and disoriented. And from this I apparently felt it was a good idea to come up with children’s prayers. LOL. I have my morning & evening prayers centering around the House of MundilfĂŚri. After reciting this morning’s I realized that a child probably wouldn’t be able to do that with all the big words and scope. I don’t have any children at home but I channeled my daughter’s sprite-like spirit from the afterlife and came up with the following:

Child’s morning prayer:

Good morning, friend Time, and all of your helpers.
Good morning to Dawn and Day.
Good morning to Clouds and how they move,
Good morning to Sunshine’s rays.
Good morning to laughter with family and friends.
Good morning to spirits of play
Good morning, friend Time, and all of your helpers.
And a very good morning to me!

Child’s evening prayer:

Good night, friend Time, and all of your helpers.
Good night to Dusk and Dark.
Good night to Stars who twinkle so merry.
Good night to Moon’s sweet spark,
Good night to stories, cuddles, and calm.
Good night to dream’s fair lark.
Good night, friend Time, and all of your helpers.
And a very good night to me!

I know that the last lines are a little clunky but let’s face it…kids don’t care. It’s got a short, softer rhythm and rhyming scheme that is easy to digest and repeat. Keeping to that lighter tone my daughter would have loved makes it inspirational but accessible for young tongues and minds. If you are looking for prayers that littles can use without specifying a particular hearth (especially if you have multiple in your household practice), give it a shot and see if it works. Feel free to tweak where you need.

Happy January!

Yule in January?

For many years now the majority of those that recognize and honor Yule (Jul, Jól, or the Anglo-Saxon geóla) do so around the Winter Solstice or Christmas. Makes sense if you want to condense your celebrations. There seems to be some debate on whether the word Yule or Yuletide was even a pagan term though, rather it may be a word assigned to the event of Christmas observances. I think I read that the Vikings gave the name to Anglo-Saxon Christmas proceedings long ago but I am not sure if that holds water or not. There were attestations that the time of Yule occurred in the December to early January months for those that spoke Old English – having named the months for the season. Early Scandinavians seemed to celebrate mid-winter in January. The idea was to recognize that the days were finally getting longer and winter would soon be over. And while the first part of that idea technically begins on the Winter Solstice, the latter section is not true. So why do most people today observe it at the Winter Solstice?

Modern pagans marked the Winter Solstice (December 21st-23rd or so) as the date for Yule to match the Wiccan based wheel of the year. It was centered around calendrical dates for the Equinoxes and the Solstices. Those are clearly marked on nearly all modern calendars so it works and no calculations are necessary. However, the feast time centering around the idea of Yule is meant to be a mid-winter celebration. Designed to recognize that the people have survived nearly half of the grueling cold weather months and are now fully on the turn towards spring. The December date marks the beginning of the winter season, not the middle or near end of it. What the heck?

It all, at least to me, starts with the calendars used then and now to mark the months and seasons. At the time that actively practicing pagans of old would recognize their feast days, the calendar used to determine dates is not the same as the ones we hang on our wall every year now. They were based on the Julian calendar system that placed the Winter Solstice on or near December 25th. Which would make celebrating mid-winter in January ideal as by then the people could actually see the days getting longer. According to writings by the English historian Bede, “The months of Giuli derive their name from the day when the Sun turns back [and begins] to increase,” and this covered both the December and January months. He also wrote that the pagans celebrated mother’s night (Mōdraniht) on the Winter Solstice, which would technically have been December 25th, or Christmas. Interesting that on a day where a virgin supposedly gave birth to a baby in a barn that it was also when pagans honored the mothers of their lines. Kinda makes it less about the baby and more about Mary, right? Which if you have ever given birth, or supported a loved one giving birth, you recognize that it really needs to have more focus placed on mom. She is doing all the work after all.

But we aren’t on the Julian calendar system today. We mark time with the Gregorian calendar, which is more accurate for the days and weeks to remain consistent, but maybe not so much with the seasonal beginnings and endings. Especially with global warming trends picking up. This shift in calendars impacted when the Winter Solstice occurred and pinned it to the scientifically determined longest night of the year. However, this is NOT mid-winter. Mid-winter occurs sometime between the second through the third week of January. And if January has five weeks it falls between the end of the second week through the end of the fourth week. Gregorian systems use the SOLAR calendar to assign dates. In order to make these dates and events fall closer to when the early Anglo-Saxon and Scandinavian pagans celebrated we need to throw out the solar calendar mindset and look at the LUNAR calendar.

There is a bit of a formula to figuring out when the mid-winter feast occurred using the lunar system. I believe there are two interpretations, and you could adjust each year depending on when the moons fell in the December and January months.

  1. The Yule, or mid-winter feast, occurs at the three days prior to the first full moon after the Winter Solstice. The third day would fall directly on the full moon. Pretty simple.
  2. The Yule, or mid-winter feast, occurs at the three days prior to the first full moon AFTER the first new moon past the Winter Solstice (what a mouth full). The third day would fall directly on the full moon as well.

The difference between these two formulas is a time span or adjustment that could easily be a full month and a half past the Winter Solstice. For the first scenario, if the first full moon occurs any time between New Year’s (or Twelfth Night) and the third week of January you are good. In the second scenario, if the new moon occurs on or just after the Winter Solstice – up to the end of December – then the full moon would fall between the beginning and end of January. Again, not a big deal. What gets tricky is when the full moon occurs too close to the Winter Solstice for the first scenario, or the first new moon occurs too late after the Winter Solstice making the full moon bump up against – or on – another high day. This is where being a little flexible comes in handy.

That mid-winter feast is meant to be celebrated on/near the first full moon after the Winter Solstice. Whether you determine that by implementing the New Moon rule or not is up to you. Trying to get the days sometime in early to mid-January means scheduling ahead of time to prepare yourself. For 2026 the first scenario lands the mid-winter feast of Yule on the January 3rd full moon. This is well after Christmas and the Winter Solstice but still close to Twelfth Night and New Year’s Day so you may not like that after all the stuffing of self for the past 30-45 days. If you wanted to use the second scenario that will place the mid-winter feast of Yule squarely on January 30th to February 1st which hits right on Imbolc/Disablot/Candlemas. Frustrating, right? It’s a modern world so here are some flexible alternatives if neither of these dates suit your needs but you want to try and stay true to the original intent of the mid-winter celebration:

  1. Have it on the three days prior to the NEW moon instead of the FULL moon with the feast days hitting on the actual night of the new moon. For 2026 this will fall closer to the middle of January on the 18th. No issues with Twelfth Night, New Year’s, La Belfana, Epiphany, or the Imbolc/Disablot festivities.
  2. Look at one of the calendars already built by some detail-oriented heathen and find the Thorri blot. This usually falls in the middle of the month to the end of the third week in January consistently. It’s not a bad thing to link up the blot with the mid-winter celebration unless you work with another pantheon and Thor isn’t your dude. And if that is the case just make the event only about mid-winter. He won’t get offended. 😁

So what is the big deal about celebrating in January instead of December? Really – nothing. It’s whatever calls to you. But a lot of people suffer from seasonal affective disorder and post-holiday depression. January is the longest, dreariest month for them. It just seems to take “FOR-EVER!!!!” even though it is only 31 days just like December. January in the Northern Hemisphere is filled with cold temperatures, snow, ice, freezing rain and all the other things that people just nit-pick and complain about. Anything to justify their misery. But what if they took those complaints and instead incorporated a practice where winter, and the ACTUAL getting over the hump, are celebrated? You’ve taken down your solstice and xmas decorations. So put up some winter themed: penguins, polar bears, tomte/nisse figures, sleighs & their bells, snowflakes, and icicles. Instead of reds and greens, put up softer tones in blues, purples, rose-colored, silver, and glittery whites. It’s just enough color, and sparkle, to lift the spirits and will transition nicely into Imbolc/Disablot themes and Mardi Gras colors (if you decorate for that). This reminds you that winter is actually quite beautiful and it really isn’t going to last forever. Adding a celebration between New Year’s and February 1st also helps to mark the passing time. Breaking what seems like a long wait into smaller chunks. It’s also another excuse to get together with friends and family or make it solely a family affair to help with those winter doldrums. The middle of January IS technically mid-winter by Gregorian & lunar calendars with the notion that spring begins in March. Honestly, it may be closer to the third week of February depending on where in the Northern Hemisphere you live and the more ending-of-winter-friendly month of April. But mid-January is more fun, I think. After December’s crazy onslaught of multiple traditions and practices having a quiet, or raucous if that’s your thing, celebration to say: “We’re finally moving towards the light and warmth!” seems ideal.

February is jam packed with Imbolc/Disablot, Valentine’s Day, and Mardi Gras. And for the guys: Superbowl Weekend. Then March roars in with Charming of the Plough, St. Patty’s Day, some more sports stuff with a bouncing ball, and then Spring Equinox moving into April and the ability to truly see that winter is over. There is just a ton of stuff going on in the two months before January and the two following. So why not split it up a bit?

In conclusion, how you recognize and celebrate the Yule, or mid-winter, feast is up to you and your schedule. If you like keeping it on or near the 21st of December then go for it. But if you want to try something a little different, shake up your January a little, and ease some of the onslaught of holiday chaos in December – give this a try. You might find it fits your individual practice very well.

Merry Twelfth Night & Happy New Year to you and yours. May your home be filled with blessings and your sacred breath fill you with ease.

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We made it!

It looks like we made it through the holiday season. Mostly. The new spiritual year came and went with the Winter Solstice and the new calendar year is almost upon us.

Next up is La Belfana, Epiphany (if you celebrate it), Yule, and Thor’s blot.

Wait, Yule? I thought that already happened. Weeeeeelllllllll, sort of depending on your practice. I am putting together a blog post about this and hopefully will have it posted before Yule actually happens. Yule for 2026 technically occurs the 1st through the 3rd of January this year. Phew, I should probably get cracking on that blog post!

In other pagan oriented news, I am still writing up the next podcast – which will cover the Vanir genealogy line – but once it’s ready I will get the link posted. I am also working on some knotwork spells/incantations/workings that once I have them ready I will post here. If you are looking to harness some new year juju try a spell-jar starting on the full moon or the new moon. If you start on the Full Moon begin with charging it to remove the things that no longer serve you and your purpose. Then when the New Moon hits begin calling those things needed to you. If you start with a New Moon, reverse the above. This can be repeated for as long as you need.

Me personally? I’m still looking for work. My extra-curricular work doesn’t bring anything into the coffers, and the state continues to deny me unemployment. You would think paying into the system for 36 years would have some sort of benefit for you but Ohio sucks so it doesn’t. Starting over is a pain, being in a holding pattern until the starting over can begin is waaay worse. Keep your fingers crossed and maybe throw a little of that sweet new year juju my way to find gainful employment.

I hope you had a lovely, peaceful Solstice Season however you celebrated. May the New Year bring you a multitude of blessings. ❤️🕊️

Blessings of the Season(s)

It’s the season of the Winter Solstice. Our liminal time of Samhain is winding down and the new spiritual year will start December 21st. If you are keeping track Krampus has already come through bringing a little chaos in his wake. Tomorrow, the 10th, starts the journeys of the Icelandic trolls and their household. I tend to start with the JĂłlakĂśtturinn (Yule/Jul Cat), then GrĂ˝la and Leppaluði on the 11th followed by the Jul Lads each night until the 25th.

Depending on your path, some follow a 12 days of Yule starting around Mother’s Night (Dec 20th) with Twelfth Night occurring New Year’s Eve (Dec 31st). Other try to navigate the lunar cycles to observe Yule on the first full moon after the Winter Solstice, or the full month in the second Yule month (February). La Belfana rides on January 6th and we then get into Thor’s blot, Disablot, Mardi Gras, and Charming of the Plough. There are so many wonderful Yuletide traditions spanning December through January that will keep the home fires burning bright and cheery – feel free to choose one or many.

For me, I am still struggling with unemployment. No income, time is running out before I find myself without a roof over my head. Six months of applying to positions and not a single interview, only rejection emails. I know what I need to pay the bills but so many employers have started dropping what they are offering in salary and adding criteria that is absolutely unnecessary to perform the scope of the jobs. It’s hard to keep the spirits up even during this joyous time of year.

I don’t want to spread sad tidings so instead I did manage to get another podcast loaded to both podbean and YouTube. If you’re interested, go take a listen on Ramblings of Vanaheim podcast. It’s another part 1 of 2 and covers my thoughts on the genealogies of the pantheon.

Enjoy and Happy Yuletide.

Episode 2 of the podcast is now live!

I’m still working out kinks in audio editing. I used to have some skill at this but the programs have all changed and I admit to struggling. My voice never sounds like me in a recording. I also have weird fluctuations in my speech patterns when I am reading the script. I will keep practicing to make it sound more natural but in the meantime have some empathy regarding my technological struggles. As the title of the blog post suggests, I now have two episodes live on Podbean and have figured out how to add them to my YouTube podcast channel as well. Uploading to Apple or Spotify requires an upgrade to my existing account with monies I don’t currently have to spare. Come on gainful employment.

There is no video content as I can’t do cameras and I haven’t figured out a free program that will help me make an animated avatar to go with the podcast instead of my mug. I’m also still trying to figure out embedding and how to connect everything. Pray that I get there. 😉

Here you go – enjoy!

Podbean:

https://www.podbean.com/ep/pb-jvtxc-19846e8

YouTube:

Winter Nights is on its way with Samhain and the Álfablót not far behind.

Keep your heads during these insane times here in the U.S. and don’t forget to find your sacred breath.

Happy Fall, Ya’ll!

Fall Equinox 2025, and Winter Finding 2025 are now done.

I’ve been working on a couple of projects this last week. My twelve days of Samhain journal is now finally up on Lulu. It wouldn’t let me post a link to click on so here is a quick screenshot:

It’s designed to walk someone through extending the Samhain season with a small rite over 12 nights. It is only a little journal rather than a book with history and practices. I think it will appeal to people new to ancestor veneration and those that might struggle coming up with their own words. It’s a nice little companion piece.

In addition, I just put up my first podcast on Podbean! I’ve always hated the way I sound on recordings. I am also not very good with clipping audio files together. I will admit I stuttered quite a bit and had to write out my thoughts ahead of time so I wouldn’t run off on any tangents. I suppose I could have re-recorded but after several hours putting it together my butt was hurting. I hope I sound a little more natural than I think I do. It’s a blend of mythology with a sprinkle of educational content. Nothing too heavy but it’s a good beginning before diving in headlong towards really out there UPG.

The programs that I used for things like this in the past either don’t exist anymore or they have changed to the point that I no longer have the skills to use them effectively so user error most likely. Then there are the ones that became pay only. Ugh. As I am still unemployed, they are luxuries I will have to forego for the foreseeable future so subpar audio it is. Here is the link if you care to listen. I apologize for any weirdness in the audio. I have a new microphone and it doesn’t always get my voice inflections correct. Oh well. It can only get better from here…right? I will cross my fingers that somewhere in the future I will be rich enough to hire someone else to do the editing for me and all I have to do is talk. Goals!

agvanidottir.podbean.com/e/in-the-beginning-part-1/

So, what is coming up? Winter Nights the middle of October and then Samhain. I have a lot of my belongings in boxes and totes right now in case I have to put stuff in storage and move. It all depends on whether I find a dang job. That means a much more scaled down version of everything. Tealights and some incense. Work on my pretty words again and that should about cover it.

Healthwise I am doing better. Now that I am not working under such a stress inducing situation most of the inflammation, sleepless nights, and anger have subsided. Definitely happier over all if not a lot broker. I still don’t regret leaving the job, just losing the paycheck.

Other than that not a lot else is going on. I guess now that I have put the first journal out and the first podcast I will have to get going on the follow-ups. In the meantime –

Don’t forget to find your sacred breath.

Fall dates for Heathen Practice 2025 & 2026

The last time I made a post in 2023 I spelled out some fall observances with 2023 & 2024 dates. As a way to get caught up, I thought I would provide newer dates and maybe some extra bits for consumption before all things Pumpkin hit the shelves.

Calculating these dates is often a pain in the rear. The descriptions below are an attempt to give a fairly concise way to figure out the celebration dates if you are fortunate enough to be able to do the work exactly on the days. As not everyone is that fortunate please feel free to adjust as you personally need.

Winter Finding â€“ Generally the new moon nearest the Fall Equinox (either before or after) but occurs prior to Winter Nights. Time to recognize and welcome the cooler weather and the beginning of Fall. This was sometimes interchanged with Winter Nights, but I separate them as two distinct events. Right now we are experiencing a cooler than usual Aug that is supposed to continue into most of September before heating up again. It doesn’t feel like fall to me unless the leaves are changing, there is a crisp to the air, and lots of lovely foggy mornings that make hot coffee drinking a luxurious round of self-care. 09/21/2025 is the date this year, 09/10/2026 for next year. If due to climate change you wish to push this back a little in 2026 then 10/10/2026 will work). You could also just keep to the Fall Equinox as a whole for this if you don’t like doing the math each year. 🙂

Winter Nights â€“ This is generally celebrated near the full moon after the Fall Equinox. As the lunar calendar shifts each year many people celebrate this around the middle of October to keep it simple. It marked the beginning of Winter for the Nordic regions with a three-day festival. This is when we start collecting the last sheaf of wheat for Sleipnir and start winding down the harvest season in our gardens. You could use this time to put the beds to rest for the winter, clean your tools for the next year, organize your shed, etc.. We do have a reference to this celebration in the lore. I tend to hold this between the 15th and 17th of October regardless of the moon cycle just for continuity. But if following the moon is your thing then 10/06/2025 & 09/26/2026 (or 10/25/2026 if you don’t mind pushing it closer to Samhain) are your next two years of dates.

AlfablĂłt â€“ Full moon after the Harvest Full moon. This is often called the Hunter’s moon and usually falls in mid-late October though it can fall in early October or early November when leap years get involved. It is a celebration to honor the male ancestors of the hall/house as a mirror to Imbolc/DisablĂłt in February. AlfablĂłt is a closed feast specifically for one’s own direct male ancestors and is designed for family only. This isn’t for your covens, groves, general community groups. Your hall is closed to outside visitors and the focus is to the men of your line. We do have a reference to this celebration in the lore. If, however, the men of your line were ass-hats that you don’t want to honor because of their douche-baggeriness, perhaps focus on your heroes instead. Date to observe:  For 2025 the Hunter’s moon happens on 11/05/2025. Next year it would sync up to 10/25/2026. This would fall at the same time as a delayed Winter Nights so it is up to the practitioner whether they want to combine them.

Samhain â€“ this isn’t a day that is remarked upon within heathen sources. It’s a Celtic fire day that balances against the energies of Beltane in May. However, most people do use this time to honor the ancestors regardless of pantheon. For me, I have started observing 12 days of the Ancestors that begins with Samhain on October 31st and ends on November 11th (which is Veteran’s Day in the States and culminates in the recognition of those who have died in defense of our people). The time of Samhain allows one to broaden and include those that are not just blood kin as well as open their celebrations/remembrances to friends and community. I am fine-tuning the 12 days of the Ancestors and should be posting that soon.

After the Samhain season we enter into the liminal time of all those spooky, scary, and quirky entities people will often refer to as Outdwellers until the Winter Solstice, and the renewal of the pagan year. I have bits and baubles floating around to post so I guess I should put my big girl panties on and start typing.

In the midst of the chaos that is coming, remember to find your sacred breath. Happy Harvest time!

Fall updates

I’m not even going to pretend I have had it together these past two years. Every time I lay out my plans, with the best of intentions, the Universe conspires to knock it out of the park.

So, fast updates – I left my job of 6 1/2 years back in July. The manager treated me differently than the other members of the team leading to a toxic situation for me. I wrote the position I was originally hired for back in May 2020 when the company changed how they imported their data to the system. I was the only one doing it and had to work with three departments to build and fine tune the process. I was the subject matter expert. I generally pulled between 50-65 hours a week to make sure everything was done on time and accurately. I applied for and accepted a new rule under the same manager in Sept 2021. Trying to hire someone to replace me in the old role turned out to be a significant challenge. They ended up hiring three different people to do the work I had done by myself. Then in the spring and early summer of 2025 I had to watch as the new guy of 9 months received not one, but two back to back awards for doing the job I built. A job I was never nominated for in all the time I did it. A man received two awards within 4 months, had not completed his initial training, and whose work I was constantly correcting because he had no office skills. The woman who did the job for six years didn’t even receive a public thank you in all that time. Red Flag! The manager kept up the passive aggressive BS she began exhibiting two years prior of “I realize no one else appreciates you, but I do.” Red Flag! As of April 2025 I had still not been transitioned into the role I accepted in 2021. After complaining to the director, a hard stop date was established. The problem? When I was set to begin learning about the new role the manager admitted that she didn’t have any way to train for the position established. So in 4 years of waiting they didn’t put a single thing together to transition me. Red Flag! Add to that the fact that since I complained against my manager I was now further isolated underneath her thumb and kept from interacting with others. Red Flag!

In June I went to my PCP who had been trying to figure out what was wrong with all my blood work and why none of our care plans were having an impact. It was a different physician than my usual one and she laid it out pretty bluntly: ‘you need to get rid of whatever this thing is that is causing all your stress. We can’t get the inflammation down until you get your body out of flight or fight survival mode.’ The main thing causing me the frustration and stress? The thing that even on the weekends, holidays, and time off I couldn’t seem to de-stress from? My job. I was hesitant what with the current climate. I made good money, decent time off, some flexibility for dr appts, and had longevity. I had been trying to find a new job for over a year to no avail so I kept trying to hold on hoping it would get better. I pulled jury duty the last week of the month and when we got back a little earlier than expected that week (3 days instead of 4) due to no cases, I logged into work. Not a single person spoke to me the entire day. Something in me cracked. I wrote up my resignation letter and began to compute my finances to see how long I could make it. After doing math several times, I scheduled my resignation letter to post to my manager and director over Fourth of July. The next week was my last. Not a single person from my team spoke to me, said goodbye, or good luck the entire week. Not one. However, directors and people from multiple other departments messaged me to say thank you for all of my hard work and how they had appreciated everything I did to keep things going over the years. Interesting. My manager said no one appreciated the things I did.

The first week off was surreal. I made sure to pay bills off where I could, crossed all the t’s, dotted all the i’s for the road ahead. I tweaked my resume and began to apply for jobs in earnest. The next several weeks I finished paying off some other debts to where now I only have student loans. I had budgeted to be okay through October but then discovered last week that my student loans kicked back in sooner than expected throwing my whole budget off. Now I have until the end of September to become gainfully employed. Yet I don’t regret leaving the job. I regret not having the longevity of time and the pay checks as the housing market is finally becoming manageable again. I am irritated by that one. I will be starting over from scratch again unless I receive a windfall of funds from somewhere. Anyone know a sugar daddy for me? My health has improved. Most of the inflammation has gone down and I am actually getting sleep even though it’s in smaller chunks throughout the day and night rather than just one long stretch. Mentally and emotionally I am not the train wreck I had become by the time I quit. I am getting nervous about the job thing now that my time frame is shortened by a month and what responses I get are either spammed/spoofed jobs or rejections. I am over-qualified and old. No one wants to pay what I am actually worth for the skills I have gained over the years. I have a minimum threshold in order to make ends meet on a single income household so I can’t take just anything if the pay isn’t high enough. Then there are a bunch of new programs and processes that I have never had to use, which eliminates me from a lot of positions when they mark it as required. And when they figure out my age, well that just puts the nails in the coffin. 😛

So writing, reading, rituals, yard work, house work…it’s all been hit or miss over the past two years with mostly misses. I still have things rattling around in my head, and some notes I have dictated, but the current upheaval in my life seems to be causing a reading/writing block. The spirits say: create your own job. I say: how the hell do I do that when I hate cameras, do not have video editing skills, write like a 12 year old, need to pay ever increasing cost of living bills NOW, and have lost my love of reading thanks to OSU?

Sigh.

So this is where I have been. And where I am now. Let’s see if I can pull my ass out of the fire again.